Do the words find me too ?

Hiding..forming..walking…listening …to the words..

Looking out for a purpose ..

Looking out for a reason to write..my thoughts to u?

My words are incomplete..

As i write something which i never mean!

My words are useles flow of drain…

When what i convey never reach a true ear at vain!

My words are mere wall post hanging aimlessly in unknown highway…

Unless the thoughts are read with the heart of mine!

Words form!

Words lose!

Words win!

Words give pain!

Words give happiness.!

All in the reach of mere words..

We form..

We feel…

We listen…

We forgive…

We move on each new step…

We forget ,none the words ever said…

To me and to my thoughts…I hear an echo of words unspoken…

Melting away in the ink… papers scattered , seem a long way we mostly travel…

A long way we need to head straight…

To meet the right soul to understand our words untold!!!

तुमने दुनिया को परखा नहीं

अपने से जो तुम अनजान हो …

कीमत प्यार की  देते हो ,

प्यार यु ही तौल तौल कर लेते और देते हो !

ज़िन्दगी हमारी बाज़ार नहीं ,

प्यार बिकने की चीज़ नहीं !

मन के कोने में छुपी

ममता की एक   भाव हे !

जिसमे अपना ही अंदाज़ हे …

 माता पीता के संतान से …

 दोस्तों के मुस्कान से

घने जंगलो के घटाओ से .

फूल  की महक लिए ….

टंडी  शीतल एक रूख़ लिए …

पंछियों की चहक लिए …

जाड़े की कोमल  धूप लिए …

हर आंधी  तूफ़ान मे,

जीने का  एहसास हे!

चंचल ,कोमल एक राज़ है !

खुद को ना खोना यूही

प्यार अपने से करना यूही !

हर प्राणी के साँसों   में   चलती खुबसूरत एहसास है

प्यार जो अनमोल है ..

प्रकर्ति का वरदान है

मन  के अन्देरे मे एक रोशिनी बने

ये जो एक चिराग है ..जलती एक खुबसूरत मिसाल है !

इसकी कोई ना  तोल   मोल है …

अगर कभी समझा करो

खुद से ही तुम प्यार करो

चाह रखना अपने  आप  से …

फिर इन  चाह को औरों  मे पाना …

जितना अपनों मे    चाह बाँटोगे

उतना ही दुसरो को समझ पाओगे

प्यार    तो सम्मान है

प्यार एक पूजा भी है ….

भक्त जो बनना तुम्हे

प्यार के मंदिर मे करना पूजा तुम्हे …

हाथ जोड़कर यु तो भक्त सभी बन जाते है …

जो सच्ची श्रधा इश्वर मे रक्खे

वही मूरत को भगवान मानते  है !

इश्वर की देन  बड़ी ही अनमोल है …

बिकते है कही ,  .कही पूजा  करे प्यार की

पर प्यार तो अनमोल है …!

प्यार के राही सुन जरा

अपनों से  पहले अपने से  करना है प्यार सच्चा  तुम्हे !!!

Carelessly wondering at life‘s path…

I collected few  pieces of heart —People,moments,situations,love,hatred,beliefs,disbeliefs….endless collection !

Who would want to give pain to someone you care?

Mind triggered at the feeling of giving pain…Endless, starving, unknown…!

To so many faces whom we need to see happy!

Happiness…a pursuit….is it a real pursuit for perfect life?

Carefully I searched within…..?

Oh! Multi facet personality….times strong…Times overwhelmed with joy, at times we regret at life’s silliest moves!

Time and our thoughts play around…bouncing, stumbling, drunken at very thought of perfection…happiness…reality checks!

Tired and wore out of people around uttering am giving endless pain!

As much as I searched out!

Slowly I started a journey within…not a perfect soul search!

Eyes closed! My Mind to meet to my heart!

A living and throbbing heart..As it never stops its rhythm

whilst I meditated at  life’s cycle…some lost ,some gained!

Some given, some taken……..!

Mind &heart……together failed to meditate…..as heart flowed flawless in a depth undefined…!

Where my immense critical analysis failed!

Steadily….as I sat upright…tried to pick up each stone thrown recklessly at my heart &mind…with time!

The clock never stopped the reality….the process where we see a bright morning and passing night!

Feelings…False or Accurate….forcibly throw me at life’s cycle….survival for fittest which says!

I kept checking the word fittest in life dictating dictionary……..?

Who fits, what, why, when and where?

Who is unfit to live &fight?

As searched hard in various life’s dictionaries!!!

The word I found was the few situations we Pass….and few moments we Fail!

And call it destiny!

Few path breaks apart…making way for each breathe to rejuvenate!

Inhale hope and exhale hope!

Breathe in realisation…breathe out acceptance!

Deep down…my soul breathes a happy nod….!

No shadows could ever reach the mind…!

The process of thought…carries itself so secretive and intriguing….

We call it Our self –My self?

We are lost in the world.of unbelievable multi facet personalities…

Come-on friends! As we look in the mirror to find our real self!

The mirror draws a silver ray…and reflects the broken reality….!

We are all unknown not to others…yet to our own self???

The journey goes on…..and we can always cherish each time we find our multi facet emotions –free wide!

As we inhale the thoughts, moments, as it is …passing recklessly, slowly, drunken, exhausted, energized, swimming deep down undefined….???

Waking at each cry…moving at each joy….!

Like a shade reflecting many faces…yet…one moment-

Of Peace, Harmony, Love and reflection of truth…_

-that to live is not a burden…to escape is a burden….to give pain is a burden, to not understanding our love is a burden!

Oh! As I woke my feelings… could hear a soft voice …somewhere….almighty whispering to stop at each moment and reflect at life’s cycle without guilt and with hope and compassion!

Now sun beams are so soft, golden bright…

Now the path of realisation is no more painful…

As well  i wish to hold few faces so close to heart….as i open my eyes to see them passing by my life…my hope, my inspiration, my dreams!

Hiding, tip toe…..i felt ajolt…..of serenity around and within…!

Now acceptance of our good, bad, best remains neutral…..as I light the lamp of hope!

Behosh,madhosh aab kya bolu is duniya ko

Sanchayi ke samne aakadte kyo hai

Sahi ko galat samjte kyo hai

Har rishtey me khot dundete kyo hai

Kyo hota hai har pal andera

Kyo bahti hai nadiya aur dara..

Kaise mil jati hai samundar ko bh kinara…

Bus kuch sawal hai jinke jabab hote hai

Hote hai par sampurn nahi

Aur kuch jawab hi aaise hote hai jinka kahi

Sawal   nahi?

Sirf insaan ki soch unhe ghere hoti hai

Aur sawal in soch ko gher leti  hai!

A blank book

An empty canvas

An artist so confused

A writer speechless for thoughts

Imaginations…thoughts so chopped in pieces to write

Lets join each with colors The canvas

Words-the Write-ups

Both trying hard to put picture s in different ways

No different in their thoughts by one the canvas was filled with a lovely picture.!

And slowly the words were formed in the depth of writers mind!

scribbled in papers so realistic and so profound…

When compared the two art forms…

Nothing seem different as the unique art met with same ex-pressions of heart&mind

Arguments a silent gun

Shot at your heart with sharp edged bullets

Of words &actions undefined.!

Arguments trying hard to convince each other of opinions so far apart

A child argue with his father to give him his right

A wife argues to his husband to give time to understand and love her mind

A teacher argues that their students are very spoiled and new generation is totally confused…

A mother argues when old that no child has time to come and pay her tribute

A small siblings playing together arguing over their toys…

Argument is life s so so vital aspect that everything is left behind

Our good thoughts!

Our love! Our passion for truth!

Our respect for each individual!

Our belief in human kind!

What wins but never an argument?

What lose are never our failures

A win give it shot! Never judge its heights!

A lose take it to our hands! Never judge its twisted fate

Arguments is just like No Win No Lose

It's simply fabriicated, stupid and fragile!

Here as we go out in the Sun face each relations

A child, our parents, a teacher

A Boss, a collegeue,a rickshaw puller

Milkman or ruthless politicians!

Dear Friends,

Losing zest of life

Making salty bur fees

And putting chilies on your favorite sweet dish!

Lets taste what we made out of confusion

A horror with so much of comedy of errors

Confusion…

Why u followed me? or do I follow u???

Oh! Iam going to cross s a wide bridge now

Can't remember the place as I look down

Can't remember whom I met…who wished me and who cursed for good !

As confusion prevails to people around

I start a journey to a village&people very reputed at being easily confused

In utter surprise I saw the people in the Confusion village

Doing nothing but arguing over anything with no outcome!

OH! So all r confused over goodness, over ugly meeting,

Over success so sweet…over failures so painful..

Over the rivers so flowing with ease

over trams,buses,cars,running in the crowded cities .

Over poverty ,illliteracy

Over cattle's roaming free,

Over children's naughty spree,

Over ladies so uneducated and tired,

Over men so dominated and well hired!