Ant R

Leftovers from the previous night 
And the million nights before 
Of gruesome introspection 
Amidst the jarring clang of contradictions 
bleakest of conclusions
inflicting agonistic decisions 
Immersing in their aftermath 
gives far from content 
just sheer torment 
Molestation of the mind 
Collective, repetitive 
As the winding hands 
play silent witness 
 to this test of endurance 
perhaps laying a bet 
on an immolation or vain
And of those million nights
I am all that [...]