When You are alone

I have seen many ships to settle down in the coastal of ocean of man. But you were never been on any of them. Than slowly slowly all the water got vaporized. Now the ocean of man is a history. Now it is not in heart it is in memory. Than I saw in far beyond the ocean, from a thin broken coastal river you are coming very slowly towards me. You have to cross many more narrow lanes, so to my wait. That day only I understand, why you were never been on any of the ships of ocean of man. Because you are not like them. You are different from them. You are much more simple than they are. So that is why, I cry why did I spend my time to find you in tham. Why I never understood that they are not for me. It was so difficult to match my heart to their heart. So on the time of your settlement in coastal I failed to be there. I failed to arrange a ceremony to welcome you. I failed to put a flower chain in your neck. But you never mind any thing. You have sacrificed your basic rights only for me. So that is why in my heart you are like a ever shinning Sun. You washed away all my black lanes from my heart.

Than in a moment I realized that you are never been here …..it was a dream…..you left me two years ago for a mistake of mine. It was I, I killed you ……it was not an accident …….it was my fult…..