Broadcasting my thoughts
Day or Night
Thought of life
To Be a Rose
Or to be Thorn
Adorable and beautifull
Loveable and decorable
Proudly put on hair
In vase for aroma
Red Yellow White and Purple
Its ROSE adorable and beautifully
Its Rose ..Its Rose
Hornny and sharp
Cursed by many for
Bleeding the blood
Ugly and bloody for
Every life
Its Thorn ….Its thorn ….
Posted in Philosophy.
– August 20, 2007
The tortoise
Wonder full experience I had, watching a tortoise laying eggs 3 meters away.
Its was Saturday mid night. A time normally spend sea shore. On the beach away from the crowed , in total darkness , setting on the broken boat listening to the sound of waves. Enjoying with twinkling starts and motion of water wave in front.
Surrounded by scorpions & crabs, who would come near play fully ..some of them getting hide in sand.
While the wave retreat wave, found one black object standstill on the sand. For the movement it look as if a garbage. But after few seconds it starts moving towards.
It was big sea tortoise. Its moved forward and want behind boat. Started digging a
hole in sand. It sit on there and almost slept with laying eggs.
To watch it more closely moved beside the it , hardly 3 meter away. Tortoise just blinked her eyes and again slept as if nothing happened.
After watching her activity for an hour , it was time to depart. It was wonderful experience watching a tortoise so closely.
Posted in Travel.
– February 26, 2007
When 60 meets 16
Its was train journey, when 60 meets 16. Its beautiful lady that meet young 16.
Or rather say its was young looking for 16 found 16 in 60. A small talk leads to long talk. Youth story of 60 was dream of this 16. Story flow like Blues of rivers. One has Full filled and other to start.
Young has dream,
A wish to fly high,
A wish to submit to someone ..
some one so dear and
some one so near.
A wish to hold on eyes..
A wish to hold hand ..
A wish to open heart..
A wish to be in shoulder ..
A wish to strengthen and
A wish to get strengthen
In the open sky
under a pine tree
strolling on in mall
or walking on a lane,
be it a bench
or in garden
or be in seat in a bus ..
a wish to love someone ..
a wish get loved
a wish to submit
a wish to hold.
It's the fault of age
not of Young and
not of your
it happen to everyone
Be at 16
or may at 60 .
At 60 the dream are true
and you remember them
Dream flow like river
a turbulent, and vigorous
young and energetic
flowing through valley
young and beautiful
At destiny to meet with ocean
Its where 60 meets 16
Waves as young as
Stream in valleys
Turbulent as energetic as
River stepping down to plain
Claim and Cool
Blues of river turns
Remember to her memory
Ready to meet 16 at 60
Blues of the narrow
Blues of wide
Becomes blues and Blues
No one know its narrow or wide
Posted in Poetry.
– January 16, 2007
Dim light cozy atmosphere and antique furniture made room perfect for the candle night dinner. Rohit sitting on bed and going through the magazine. It’s Saturday evening and day to wake up till late night, Sunday being holiday. Time piece hand moving with its constant pace. A perfect silent, a perfect light, a perfect environment a dream a person can have. Rohit was proud of what he has. He has right things, he has right environment and right friends. Still there was deafening silence, darkness somewhere. Something was lost and it was YOU. It was lost some where, sometime in the process .
He slept while reading the magazine unaware of time. Sound of door key, broke his sleep. It was Rahul, his roommate.
“Sorry Rohit, I have been to Anil houses. He has given a surprise birth day party.
So become late. You had your dinner?” Rahul hugged affectionately.
“Yes had a beer, special
Hope would not mind finishing it” Rohit in simple language.
“Yes why not” opened refrigerator and smiled. Bottle was yet to open.
He understood silence and give childish kiss to ease an uneasy environment
” We will have it tomorrow” Rahul
Rohit checked time it was 1 O’clock… late night
Both of them slept, there was an undercurrent in Rohit mind. He was not usual.
It was 6.00 pm. Rohit woke suddenly from deep sleep after work. It was winter time and sun has set. He jumped from the bed “What I am doing here “. Opened the door
And shouted at ward boy “two cup of tea “. This was quit usual, ward boy know where to serve two cup of tea.
Rohit had a quick bath with shoes pulled on and out to Vivek room. He has just come after his work.
“What happened today? Our people are hiding facts” Vivek ask
“What happened” Innocence is what was time demand and Rohit has. He know several things goes unlogged & he himself was sometime victim
“Nothing is logged and by naked eye things are visible, how to explain. Why people are hiding”. Vivek little upset.
“Tell me what has happened in morning before 9.00am” Vivek enquired.
“I know nothing, it’s your section ..I am busy with morning reporting”
” You dump, your mouth is will not open, I will find out tomorrow”
Two cups of tea arrived, discussion and arguments ..
Sip of tea follows path to club. Club boy saw the two coming and was ready to issue
Badminton and T.T rackets. Badminton was Vivek baby and Rohit has to bit the bite.
before the start of game, vivek will challenge” You will loose with zero point.”
And he does sometime.
On T.T table it would be fight to finish with Rohit wining most of time. This was routine and was quit know.
An electrical pole in front of club in garden was place to rest. It was mystery, why this place was so dear to Vivek. After hours of sweeting .under electricity pole… usually Vivek will start “You know he had I will I am mad about”. After a few days Rohit relished that it was strategic point to watch on club, colony and road. He has eagle eye and makes fun of it. Each day will have new story a laugh…
Dinner table used to be full with many people. People sit probably it in a particular order unknowingly. There was no logic but it happens
Dim light in room, makes it dull and bright light makes too bright Rohit and Rahul discussion with open heart. Time force them to say good night if next is day working day.
Rahul “Good morning” and tap will woke everyday in morning and bed tea is
Ready to refresh you.
Rahul “I can’t stand alone … sorry to woke you up”
Rohit ” I had a bad dream tonight .”
Rahul “You ever had good dream ”
Again the time piece force to stop conversation.
Its Sunday Rohit got up and released Rahul has not come since yesterday.
“This is getting normal”. Deep sense of loneliness creped thought his mind.
Uneasiness has taken over his mind. Self as asking
“Do you like Dim Light?”
“Do you like dinner and bear”
“Do you like evening spend in four walls?”
“Do you like .”And a thing goes on
He relished two changes has taken over, over period of time. It was unintentional, may be natural and unknown
Rohit looked at alarm look. It was 8.00am. He smiled and get out of bed opened door and ordered”
“Send breakfast in room, will be out in half an hour”
He worked with the speed of light, refreshed, shower, pulled casual dress matching
With holiday mood. Breakfast has arrived by the time. It was 8.20am. “Only five minutes” he speaks to himself. I have to run now to catch bus.
While coming out of building could see bus coming. It was time to test athletic skill…
A 100 meter race, a race with time, a race with bus speed .” I am going to win”
Was the sprit he had and he wins .
His breath was uncontrollable in bus, people have seen the race. Some acquainted smiled and asked “Today is holiday”
With enthusiasm “Yes”
“I am going to enjoy” was unspoken
Ganesh opened the door and spoke with exclamation “I can’t believe”
Rohit answered coolly with smile “It’s me, nothing wrong”
Rohit “Are you coming to movie”
Ganesh “I haven’t for long time, let me ask other they are joining”
And group moved to theater for chat . For ice cream and dinner at end.
Its winter time. Streets have deserted. By the time Rohit return to room was it was 7.30. His sixth sense has told “Rahul is in room”. On seeing Rohit entering room…
Rahul ” Where were you, we have been waiting for you so long … ” he was little upset. Probably because it has happened first time…
Anil “Where have you been”
Rohit “Very near to your house… to see the movie”
Ramesh “Come have a peg… you are already late.”
Rohit “Only rum no cocktails ”
Rahul “Why not …dinner is on way … only bear is available now… would you like this combination”
Rohit “Sure, any combination that takes me off on first sip”
Rahul laugh “but don’t spoil room, otherwise will make sure you have to clean it”
Rohit “I was not aware such wonder full evening is waiting for me, Otherwise would not have dinner after movie”
Rahul “You know every weekend we have .”
Rohit “I will have a wash before dinner … hope my cocktail is ready by time”
Dinner arrived. A perfect dinner a person can have. Salad, papad with special masala, non and stuffed non, variety of vegetable in fashionable French cutlery. Rohit has no
Apatite but till carried on with peg of rum and papad. Conversation moved to Ramesh preparation of examination, anils visit you native place, little bit of politics and office
Light chat.
Rohit broke conversation “My bear has not arrived, what happened”
Pressed the bell to call ward boy. “Bear is not available presently”
Rohit “I will try from club, can’t do without it.”
Vivek was on badminton court.
On seeing Rohit coming to club Vivek called “where were you?”
Rohit “To movie”
Vivek “Will you play”
Rohit with smile” Today is Sunday”
Vivek “
And he signal with Thumbs UP
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Posted in Hobbies.
– December 3, 2006
“Its Me” a beep of mobile SMS distrubed his attantion from studies. A deep impule of joy passed through his marrow bones. It was first message of his life. After a long wait………
“I shall not coming to club today “ Pratik his best friend declared. He was surprised. Today were tournamant match.
He asked “Are U going to miss your match?”
“Yeah” was the answere
“You will loose chance of wining tournamant”he said
Partik “I am on date today.. damn .. I mad about it … do not want to loose ….”
Partik ” I have worked hard for it …..”
After a week Partik was busy with new found advanture … advanture of long talks , SMS and beep keeps beeping. His best friend has less time for comman interest.
Partik was smart, handsome, from effluent family , always keeping with trends and with time.Easy going person and have space for everyone.
He though “what i am lacking .. why canīnt I”
His age ruled his mind.
Its the age of innocent ……….
Its a age of experiencing & experimenting……
Its an age of adolescence……
Its urge to discover new world, a new life……
Its an age of energy & enthusiasm…….
“Mom, I need 20 rupee to buy copy” he demanded
”take from the drawer” Mothers replied
“Dad need to pocket money to download forms and information from net” He asked innocently
“No problem”father replied.
Full with enthusiasm he browised” Any gal wanna talk to 20 yr boy tall handsome doing engineering in IT …… “
Browised for several days without any positive response. He was frustrate of chatting without fruits.He was running of money …..how long can he fool parents .Finally he wrote ” 20 yrs, IT engineer, handsome, looking to chat with nice gal . call mobile 99xxxxxxxx”. This is final attempt. “No more” he though.
Returened home disappointed. Took his book and enveloped in his bed. Half mind in book and on his failed attempt.In deep thought….. in search of self…..
”Its Me” SMS on his mobile. he jumped from bed
”This is sunny,20,doing engg. in IT ” he replied hurriedly
” Rosa, 18, doing engg. in IT” was immediate relay.
and then ROSA wrotes “ I have been following you , I confess “
Posted in Fantasy.
– November 12, 2006
It was unusual sunday, alarm keep reminding of beginning of day but the soul “say keep sleeping”. After a prolong work and monotous mechanical life, joy of getting up lost. dreaming and sleeping lure more then daily couruse of life.
After hours of dreaming and fantacy how long can ……. A strong blow opened window & cool wind rush along with tiny dropletes. Music and rethyam of droplet opened sleeping eyes. Tiny droplets kissed and wisphered ”Hi sunny ….still sleepy……
It was 10 O’clock and no sunshine, cloud has eveloped sky. Cool breeze thrilled and whispered “what are you waiting for, I am here to full your life with energy”
Little rain drops mumered “follow me, will take you to hevan”
Weak sunshine smilled and shout ” hye , I am too week to harm you, what are you waiting for”
Its a call from heavan…. a call from nature….with arm open to welcome. Filled tissue with impulsive energy.
A thunder broke slience “what are you waiting for … get out from the bed”.
Call of droplets echoed through walls “what for you waiting.. come and follow……….”
Call of nature, made soul to cry ” Change your day.. go along with unknown friends.. get their power and enjoy….. still materialistic duty calls you”
A movement after , key in hand, a white T-shirt with block trouser, cap with flap at back, shoes on.. with black gogles… tissues on bike …ready to follow clouds and soul ready to fly wind, under the harmless sunshine …..
Posted in Holiday.
– November 1, 2006
Hi , here is sunny , 37 male married with 2 lovely kids. Although 37, but kid as small as 2 years , young as young as 16 and as matured as 37 man. Engineer working in software company. Interested in travelling ( not by public transport ) , outing to lonely places , visiting natural place , fun and adventures sport
Blogging and chating is my new are of interest. Looking for friends with same interest.
Sunny
Posted in Personal.
– October 29, 2006
