I am scared of so many things that I never was before
I wish I could go back in time- I couldn’t ask for more
I miss the wonderful plans we made
The memories we shared could never fade
But where do I go now? What do I do?
How do I continue to live without you?

Others may think I can continue where I was before I met you
They don’t understand that it’s impossible to do
Having you in my life, was the best dream come true
But since you’ve left this world, the sky is a different blue
Words can’t describe the emptiness inside
I get so lost without you here, I need you as my guide.

You can no longer be seen, by the human eye,
But your soul and love that you gave so many, will never ever die
Sometimes I wish I could tell myself that you’ll be back someday
If I could make just one wish right now, I’d wish you back to stay
I guess this is the way life goes, and God’s will we must accept
But I hope you didn’t feel this pain or weep the way I’ve wept

I miss a million things, every detail of who you are
I miss your mind, body and soul- I pray that heaven’s not too far
I still say I’m one very lucky girl to have been given the gift of you
Love like ours is rare these days;
I guess this earth can’t handle things so pure and true
People who knew us as a couple saw the happiness perfect love brings
So many people in this world care too much more
About less valuable things.

You taught me so much in the short time we spent together
You taught me the value of the truest of loves
That I’ll carry it with me forever
I know that I shouldn’t question God
Because obviously he knows more than I
But I can’t help constantly asking myself
“Why did he have to die?”
Why can’t all your dreams come true?
No one deserves them more than you.

I look around and see so many mean people who get to keep living
Why did God take you if He is just in His giving?
I have thought maybe He chose you
Because you were better than the rest
I pray everyday that heaven is as perfect as you;
You only deserve the absolute best
They say that only the good die young, never were words so true
I wonder if I had lived the way you did, if God would have taken me too?