Dear Friends…….Today I am surrounded by lot of difficulties…….and believe me for the very first time in my life, I am totally defeated………standing alone in crowd ………..tears have dried up & vision is blurred…………Mukesh leaves me alone a year back…..but still his memeories?was there with me…….but today sumone robbed me of that memories too………just need ur blessings to move in life with dignity & self respect………kyonki APNE HI GIRATE HAIN NASHEMAN PE BIJLIYAN ……GAIRON NE AAKE PHIR BHI HUME THAM LIYA HAI…….UMAR BHAR KA GUM HUMEIN INAAM DIYA HAI…..

AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You have to think before You speak to me…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
My presence ever makes You feel uncomfortable…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You have to thank me for everything I do for You…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You have to say sorry for everything that You don`t do!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You have to ask me for favors…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You think i would not be curious to know Your new philosophy of life…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You go by what i say and do not understand what I don't say…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You think that listening to Your dreams would put me to sleep…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You think that seeing You in pain, would not bring a tear to me…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You think I do not remember the first time we met…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You don't see the thousand ways I try to make You happy…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You don't realize how Your smile brightens up my day…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You would rather keep quiet when You really wanna talk…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You hesitate to ask me to stay back when You think we should be together…!

I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND IF..
You take too much time to tell me what i mean to You ……………!

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