Hi Friends,
Feeling empty, donno syndrome, if somebody comes to me and asks me why are you silent? I said nothing .donno .. Am a happy go lucky type person and always talking, laughing, joking around but something is changed in me.
I donno (Opps again) that one day I can be so quiet. Nothing seems wrong and still there is nothing within me, the emptiness is what I feel. I was in an illusion and was so happy being into it that I started living upto it and thought it is reality. Those who know me well tried to make me awake but I was so much in love with my dream and that beautiful world that I was getting annoyed with them. One fine day my mind was working faster that heart and I felt that something is not going on well in life and I need to know and than I asked my dream that is it real ..and it disappeared!
Huhhh sooooo painful to know that it was just a dream, my illusion. Again my loved one came to me and try consoling me "Oh dear it's just your innocence" but I know it was my foolishness to live in illusion.
You guys may think Oh wot happen with me ..but this is my current stage of mind. I am awake totally awake and with all those difficult, painful moment one thing is relaxing me that I am thoughtless .yes lil pinch of pain is getting on n off but I know I will come out natural soon.
Would not ask for any prayer, any wishes any more for myself ..May god bless you all.
Take care
With best wishes,
Vibhs
Sometimes, we have to let go of someone we care for very deeply when we realize that person does not care for us in the same way. Maybe it is best to leave them remembering us with whatever kind of feeling they do have for us. It may not be possible to hide our own deeper feelings for that person, which could make their life uncomfortable. Letting Go may be the best gift we can give them because they may realize how we feel, yet care enough not to want to hurt us.
nice… and impressive
it’’s better that you yourself come out of this illusion world. Life is tough outside.
hey read ur this post………………….and butifully writtn ………u reminded me of a similar phase in my life…………….
sorry .maine y blog pahle nhi parha tha ……….. i”m so sorry ……… aaj tumse do bate to hui …..muze tum silent si lagi but mai vakif hi nhi thi tumhari man sthiti se ……. ..kuch nhi hoga achcha hua jo tum illusion se bahar aa gyi .mai nhi janti ki kya tha sab ….but jaisa ki guru ji kahte hai na ……k apne ander dekh kar chalo ……………. sab apne aap saaf hota chala jayega .tum to sri sri ki grt follower ho bas dhyan mai man lagao .sab apne aap normal hota jayega n dekhna kuch hi din mai tum khud kahogi ki ………. are .ishwar jo bhi karta hai achcha hi karta hai .abhi bas man mai yahi socho ………k ARE MAN SHANT RAHO Y WAQT BHI BIT JAYEGA
dont change ur self just b as usual how u r before….be happy go lucky n jolly gal who make every one smile just by forgeting her own pain…..dont think abt pain ur smile n our best wishes heal ur all pain….god n ur family n ur friends are allways with u…..atleast be attentive for them…..lots of kisses n hugs n smile to sweetest vibhs…….
Come here .. lemme huggy u, hope u feel better soon, sweetz all of us have been thru phase at some point of our life ..u”ll have loads of advices but do sumthing tht will make u feel good
TC girlie ..
it ‘’s with all and at some point of life…may be for a decise note to stick to. .
Nothing is wrong with you. You are simply sufferingn from low grade depression. ( like all of us) Simple ways to overcome it, exercise well, try to eat and sleep properly and try to do something creative( whatever that gives you pleasure)
It happens wid evry1 dear,dis is a stage wen we need to psend tym wid sum1 close to us,our frnz n try to lead a lyf which is much closer to us….hope u get well soon n come out wid wndrful blogs as usual…$
r u vibhuti mittal???
In your comments on my post ”Living in Trance”, you”d remarked that survivor is always there in the shape of Guru. To be free from an illusion is a very good thing, Vibhuti. We must learn to see the positive side of whatever is happening to us. The golden principle is don”t suppress any feeling, don”t indulge and do not fight. Also don”t try to escape - accept all thoughts and feelings as they come in their rawness, in their totality. If you feel sad, see the sadness. If you feel empty, watch the emtiness. Ultimately, an awareness about reality is bound to come which leaves us with more knowledge, more understanding, more maturity, in tune with realities of life and more near to our inner self. May the all-knowing inner god act as guide …. …and thus comes another beautiful post from Vibhuti very soon. ……
it happens..
to realise our present state and try to be positive and careful…so that we donot have to pass thru the same state again…we do pass thru various states at times…we learn a lot from life experienbces… let us live with bravery.. having understood the part we played in the past and how we can better our performance…analyse the self and proceed with determination…our best wishes Vibhuti……
take it easy dear….go n hang out wid friends, watch movie, n muct visiti ur beauty parlour ..no problem if u have had visit last week ….go for manicure, pedicure, facial n body massage …it will help u to change ur mind ……n yes add some yoga also in ur daily routine
sometimes it happens.. just take it easy..
kuch kho kar paana hay,kuch paa kur khona hay,jeewan ka matlab tou aana aur jaana hai!
it helps ..even if you fake to be positive and happy..try it….it is the mind that creates such illusions and you can control your mind…..by faking to be positive and happy and then..it becomes a reality!
Dear,is blog mein pahla post mujhe aisa padhne ko mila jo gir k sambhalne ki baat kiya ho…….brave one……galtiyaan ya badnaseebiyaan har kisi k saath hoti hain……chahe wo SITA rahi hon ya radha, ram rahe hon ya krishna, but……”insaaan wo, jo khud sambhale, auron ko bhi sambhaale….ho….samjhauta gumon se kar lo….ki jindgi mein gumm bhi milte hain…..patjhad aate hi rahte hain…..k madhuban fir bhi khilte hain….hoooo…….”
hmmmmmm…..nice one…… keep silence and get good sleep, becuase now the time is coming when u will have no sleep for 10 days….. Navratri. ……. i hope u may be doing garba?